So, the new job has been throwing curve balls and things have been pretty rough. I’ve been writing a little on weekends but not a lot. There’s been some big upheaval and uncertainty and thanks to that I’ve been hugely stressed out. I’ve been dealing with anxiety pretty much constantly and must admit that I’ve been struggling.
This week though, after work, I’ve been writing. And not just sitting forcing out a couple of lines from a brain made of mush. I’ve had a proper good writing sessions.
I’m finally starting to settle into the new job and getting better at handling things. And so I finally have the energy to stick bum in chair and face the screen. It’s really hard to not be able to do the thing you love because of something you have to do, especially when it’s something that makes you anxious and unhappy. I’m moving through that though and things are looking up.
Unfortunately right on the heels of this I’ve received another short story rejection but I’m not going to let that get me down. Regaining the ability to write at all feels like too much of an achievement and I’m happy with just that.
Not to mention, if you’ll have a look to your right at the progression widget, you’ll see that Through the Black edits are now OVER 50% COMPLETE! We’re over the hump now and as I get more and more settled in with the new job I’m hoping things are just going to keep rolling!
Also next week we should be back to proper blog posts instead of just me grumbling! Huzzah! They might even make it out on time. What on Earth next?!